piNkY bAbY gAl: Mar 27, 2009

Friday, March 27, 2009

;Farking lonely life

life cant be this tough ..my god i cant juz think that my life is in such way...i have nothing to do anithing anymore..i have had enough of everything ....love , friendship and everything...life juz pisses me off wen i just think about..i dun even have any clues about wad is happening..and 2009 is a bloody farking year..man..even tho i have my friends there fr me i cant be depending on them for every single thing that is happening in my farking lonely life..... first i thought tt you would stay by my side forever..juz for a bloody small u left and i was left alone with tears rolling down my cheek...u didnt even think for a minute of what will happen to me ..and u was juz thinking about urself...like..wth ...is everythin alright..and now i have juz learnt one thing...i am not going to trust anyone...accept fr my parents , friends....dont ever think that i will trust u again ..as weneva i tot tat YOU ARE HERE...apparently that didnt realli happen...instead u juz left me... even at this point of i wanna juz scream out loud and juz cry out...but its juz that i cant....i dun even know why must this all happen to me..oh my lord...everyone have problems..why do even there is word PROBLEM..why cant everyone be peaceful in this world...i have onli one thing to say..i am nvr ever gonna trust u ..as u have proofed me wrong...i would rather be this lonely then suffering every seconds of my life...thanks for th love u gave me ..and for th tears that u left behind in my eyes without any hesitation......

Labels: i hate this feeling called [L][O][V][E]..and being lonely is th only solution to my prob...

THURSDAY: ; went to school ..saw shoba and all ..then went to parade square.wah ms krishna early morning shout knn ....then she go tell mrs kwuan..wah so childish..then she toking to me for like 2 periods la...missed bio lesson la...sotzz.....then went to classs had poa..could not even concentrate ...aiyoooo.then ss was fun then comes recess omg joking sia...coz wasnt tat boring coz wen to sara class and messed her things and shivani's like..take out al their things frm their bag and put on top of th table and then went dwn to canteen..ate my fav black peper chicky chicken fried rice..woah.. then told mages abt wad i did to sara and shivani bag..hah she was laughing non-stop..then like we went up to class..they saw their table and they arranged their stuffs then like mean while i went to mages class and did th same thing..her's was worse la my gawd..then went fr tamill..didnt have tat much of fun..coz mdm saras nvr joke alot..then had three period art..as finished my werk ..i slept during class..then school finished came bak home..did ny paintings and then slept and then woke up ...did my filing and stuffs....GUESS WAD miracle man...my ex veera called me and was like toking to me until 2 am ...which was like err..surprising..thn slept edi la..nth much tho...but was veri fun .....

WEDNESDAY ; omg school was so fun .. firstly had bio..miss lock was teaching some interesting thing so i was listening to her...then comes maths..i see ms krishna i start laughing dunnu why also ...her english power of th powerest of th mount everest man the ways she say yours..only me and shoba knw man..hahha then had ss ..miss seet is a joker ..enjoy her class (weeee) thn recess..no mood coz of someone...then went fr tamil and mdm saraswathi was joking like no one business and then she was telling us abt her father..like dam sad than english..nth much to do coz miss lim was so gd to give us free time to do our own work..so what else will i do..disturb saranya and kanchana..sorri i mean kunjana..hehe..then school over.... FUN TYMES: ; went to canteen and was sitting down with saranya then eating brownies...wah shiok sia ..then shivani , shoba , sara ,mages and pachai..omg we satarted our nonsense..we were like joking and joking tat me and pachai fell(ouch....)then jason (bro)-(KFC) was on th line with shoba and he was also laughing too.and we were makin fun of everyone.my god stomach pain sia..like hahahha....joke....SHORTS and T-SHIRT..onli mee and shoba know man..hehehehhe...then went to com lab and checked friendster did my art work and went home and yea ..thats all..i can say tat was laughin like mad ...then chatted with KFC ...thn we were toking..and then he wen out .then ..i was chatting with shoba..telling my probs....and dunu how i started crying already man..kk nvm ..look at th bright side....tats all